Friday, December 5, 2008

26.2

As I am writing this my hands are clammy. I am having a hard time taking a breath as I pour my first cup of coffee down my throat. This is because my marathon in Las Vegas is this Sunday, and today I leave with my sister-in-law for that sunny city. I can't decide if my nervousness now is because of the travel, leaving my daughter for the weekend or the running.

This is how I center myself: I have trained. This body of mine has 26.2 miles to give. Even if I sprain my ankle at the starting line and cannot continue, the fact remains that I could finish even if I never start.

26.2 is in me.

Once again, my pre-race-courage-giving poem:

ATHLETE GROWING OLD

By Grace Butcher


The caution is creeping in:

the step is hesitant

from years of pain;

a soft grunt bends the body over,

and straightens it.

The skin loosens; everything moves

nearer the ground.

To overcome the softening,

the yearning toward warmth,

she exercises,

makes her muscles hard,

runs in the snow,

asks herself when she is afraid,

“What would you do now if

you were not afraid?”

She listens for the answer

and tries to be

like that person who speaks,

who lives just outside

all her boundaries

and constantly calls her

to come over, come over.



4 comments:

Emily said...

Good luck! I know that you can do it!

Anonymous said...

Good luck! You are a superstar and will finish strong! Just be glad that it won't be 95 at race time!

michelle said...

Ah, I love that "Athlete Growing Old" poem so much! And remember the wise words of Sally Edwards...

"...It takes greater courage and commitment to get to the starting line than to get to the finish line. Once the starting gun sounds, your body goes into autopilot. That's what you trained it to do, and it happens. As you will see, the test is not getting to the finish line, it's getting to the starting line."

You definitely have this in you! I hope your experience is amazing from start to finish!

Anonymous said...

Congrats on finishing! And with such a great time, I am so impressed! Hope you can walk comfortably (or go down stairs) soon! Woo hoo!!!!